I am. I am perfectly fine. Until something reminds me of you. until I wake up in the morning and you’re not there next to me. I miss you so much it fucking hurts so bad. I wanna kiss you. I wanna touch you. I just wanna see you again. or even hear your voice. it’s been too long since i’ve heard it. Soon my hippie man. soon we will be together. 

I hope I hear from you soon. I don’t know if I can handle it anymore. Please come here soon. save me. 

you are the only person who knows me better than I know myself. I love when you play the guitar. when you sing to me. Even when you just whine at me. i love it all. I love you, and every single part of you. We can never go that long without seeing each other again. ever. 

I am. I am perfectly fine. Until something reminds me of you. until I wake up in the morning and you’re not there next to me. I miss you so much it fucking hurts so bad. I wanna kiss you. I wanna touch you. I just wanna see you again. or even hear your voice. it’s been too long since i’ve heard it. Soon my hippie man. soon we will be together. 

I hope I hear from you soon. I don’t know if I can handle it anymore. Please come here soon. save me. 

you are the only person who knows me better than I know myself. I love when you play the guitar. when you sing to me. Even when you just whine at me. i love it all. I love you, and every single part of you. We can never go that long without seeing each other again. ever. 

sometimes I miss you so much it hurts

wtf

why does the pain get worse when I clean it out??

hopefully I can grin and bear it through my 2 classes tomorrow….

The doctor told me it would be another week before the pain would go away. up to 4 weeks before it’s completely healed…for the love of god…. 

?

Holy

fucking mother of god. I couldn’t take any pain pills today. and I was in excruciating pain all day. but according to the nurse I shouldn’t be in this much pain anymore, which means something is wrong… FUCK. 

seriously, just took all my meds and they are just now kicking in, THANK GOD. finally.RELIEF. stilll hurts, but not nearly as much as it did 30 mins. ago. 

So thankful I have tomorrow off, think I might of died if I didn’t. 

pheideithesarcastic:

But I know now, just now, how to smile.

pheideithesarcastic:

But I know now, just now, how to smile.

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